Ugh!

Okay, seriously, why am I the only one doing homework?! There is something seriously wrong with that. Anyway, in other news, today Marci and I were supposed to go to lunch but she had to bail because she's pulling some Frieda shit and barfing up her food. DoubleyouTeeEff Marci. Just go to the gym. So, yeah. Also, I got this really killer skirt from Abercrombie today. I'm going to wear it to the next party so hopefully a certain hot hot hottie football jock will want to bone me in it. ~*Wink!*~ Alright, that's all about me for today. More to come soon BITCHEZ!!

Oh wait! I forgot to say one more thing, Party at the cafeteria table tomorrow at lunch. Come join us for some bangin' mixed drinks!

Just So You Know;

So, my parents just told me that they are leaving for Bali again. Well, actually, Consuela found their itinerary while she was cleaning the den. There were only two tickets, again. They keep saying that they'll take me with them eventually, and I know that they really need their -quote- "married people bonding time", but...ew.
Anyway, I guess this means it's time for another party. CB seems really stressed out and I think he could really benefit from some illicit recreation. I mean, not just CB, obviously, we could all really use a night to just let loose. Trish is freakin out about the cheer regionals, and Matt said something about the football team not scoring enough bases, or something. Van seems fine, I guess. I don't think he feels anything but fine these days. Which is odd considering everything that went down with Lu.
OMG! Speaking of Lu, Trish and I were totally going to go visit her last week, but something came up. I can't remember what it was, but it was super important. We will soooo visit her soon. I mean, it will have to be after the party because now I have to start planning. Ugh. It never ends.
Peace, love, and happiness!
Marcy

Like...Tricia...And Stuff...

God, this thing is soooo pathetic. As if I don't have enough on my plate already with cheerleading, softball training and golf, not to mention going to the gym for 3 hours every other day. Who do these people think I am!? Mother Time!? All I need is another stupid homework assignment to post about my life. Helllllooo! Everyone who's anyone knows about my life. Anyway, this is my first entry. So... yeah.

FRIEDA IS A FATASS!!! Hahahah... I can say that, right?!

Beethoven Day

    Graduation can't come fast enough. I cant wait to get out of this little "fish bowl-of-a town" and head to college. It's honestly amazing how everything can be so amazing for the first half of  life, and the later years can be the complete opposite. I feel like I have no one to talk to. Lu is in the hospital now and Frieda, who I usually vent to about everything, is getting kinda serious with Craig...so she's kinda "pre-occupied", and even then, she's been kinda distant since my dad  got arrested. Only about 5 more months to go right?

   I looked through some photo albums and scrapbooks my mom made before she left. Kinda made me a little sad to see how things have changed, how relationships have changed, how people have changed...maybe they're the exact same as they've always been, and their true colors have shown through. I don't get it. What happened? Why have these past few years been hell? What have I ever done to deserve this?!! It's like we we never had our cute little "peanut gang".

   I remember having sleep overs with CB, and we'd have a blast! Van would join us on a few occasions. We'd stay up late and read comic books cover to cover like it was our job! Then we'd dress up like our favorite super heroes and "capture" the refrigerator, raid the top shelves, and sneak junk food back to our headquarters. Haha! In the winter time we'd hit the lake everyday after school and on snowdays and go ice skating until we got tired, which usually wasn't until dinner time or a hot cocoa break! Frieda and I would always have fun in our after school lessons--I don't know how we did it! We literally would get home from school on Monday and then head to piano lessons, Tuesdays were creative writing, Wednesdays were gymnastics, Thursdays were art, and Fridays were theatre classes. Our parents definitely had us over involved...but I wouldn't trade it. Especially now that everyone has their own cliques I, at least, have my art and can focus on my goals. I highly doubt CB, Matt, or Franklin need to work for what they want to achieve...of course they'll probably have everything else handed to them. Marcy and Tricia will more than likely marry for money haha. I don't see how they can live without being passionate about something well, Lu and Frieda are kinda smart and hard workers...Van is smart but who knows what he wants to do in life...it's kinda depressing...and they're all so dependent on each other. I would love to see one of them walk a day in my shoes. lol you know what would be even better, if they could all find comfort in having a sense of self, open their minds, and accept individuality...do you think things could go back to the way they were?

   Hurry up summer!! I've been applying to a few different colleges for their musical theatre departments... musical performance for piano and composition and playwright courses. If all goes well, I will be in New York by May or June. That's where I need to be...I don't see this town changing anytime soon, or the people in it for that matter.

Ciao for now ;)
~Beethoven!